Life's maddest moment

19,November,2010, 14:43:47 marked the maddest, the most insane moment of my entire life. The following attachment says it all.

It took me 5 minutes of decision making with a few mouse-clicks to complete it.

Where do I get the 'balls' to do it?   I am not exactly sure.  However, this is just a smaller step that will bring me towards something bigger, something that is even more meaningful and unforgetable in my whole life.  Finger-crossed.